I just came back from tuition. I am in a pissed off mood and will be for the next few days. So do not piss me off. Let's see there are many things that pisses me off.
1. Teachers that keep giving us homework. Lay off won't you.
2. My CCA.
3. The unending tests.
4. I have my period therefore my temper is twice worse than before.
5. My stomach hurts due to reason 4
6. My mother is being very irritating. You tell her do this, she don't do it. You tell her don't do, she do. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!
7. I got no time to write.
8. Currently facing writer's block
9. Not having studied the Chinese test. Maybe I should not study and flunk it.
10. The person still has not sent me my anime vcds.
11. Chinese New year. The fact I have to wear a skirt. Our class has to set up a stall for a fun fair in school. It ain't that bad just that it has been postponed and I wonder if we will have a half day off.
12.The fact that Trevor a.k.a my choir master is getting people around my age to do the responsorial psalm
13. Being Captain. Connected to reason3. Also the new commitee do not know anything and I repeat anything.
14. My mom's nagging sometimes my dad too.
I only have a few things to look forward to and help me relax.
1. My anime music.
2. Magister Negi and Love for Venus is coming out on Tuesday. Finally(esp referring to love for Venus)
3. My blog. Somewhere I can let my anger out and my parents won't know where to find it.
4. Chinese New Year. Money(the word speaks for itself). During this period I will finish selling my catholic welfare donation tickets. I actually enjoy wearing my heels so can wear again(except for long periods of time).
That's about it. Fiona has just sent me some racing frog thing. I think its quite lame. Seriously but no offence. I feel better.
Talking about the responsorial psalm. I am afraid. You have to sing in front of the whole congregation alone without the help of the choir. If i did something wrong, I would probably be memtally scarred for life. What if I make a mistake. Wait, calm down. He still has not asked me to do it yet. As long as I practice, I will be fine. Yes. Anyway I just hope I don't get something to hard to sing.
I can start to feel the stress of being a sec4. Its hard. Having the CCA teacher on my case will not help or actually any teacher for that matter. Now I remember that I have 2 compeitions no wait actually 3 to take part in.
1. Interhouse table tennis (non-voluntary)
2. Some Geography compeition.(non-voluntary. Mrs Poi signed up the girls who did SPATA last year. That brings back" wonderful memories". More details later.)
3. Tsunami compeition(voluntary)
1. The Interhouse tournament is complusary. Fact 1: I made the list. Fact2: I am the captain. I cannot not play. Fact3: I want to win and guess what I playing with Evan. Not sure whether that's a good thing.
2. The Geography compeition is something I do not really look forward to. Let's see i have to learn physical geography and take a test(like i don't have enough already) before I can advance to the next round. I thought I was the reserve but now I ain't sure. It might be Kai Peng a.k.a Xiao Ping. Hehe. Either that, I am the reserve's reserve. Only if you pass the first round then it goes to the fun part. Only then do you get to go around Sinagpore. That I would consider the fun part. The geog compeition last year. I did not have enough sleep. My fingers hurt and my nails as well from taking out all the double sided tape. The singapore map I cut out from all that hard work is rotting away and collecting dust. Its also falling apart. Great . Just great. But this is suppose to be different I hope so.
3. The tsunami compeition is where have to draw a picture and together must write a reflection. Cannot write it here. Other people might see it and can and steal my idea. The only person I can think of is cough* laura*cough. O people if you need A3 size paper go to office tomorrow and can take. Mr Teoh call and tell me one.
I just had the talk about dropping subjets with my parents. They said a lot of stuff. A lot of repeition as well. Both say don't drop anything. Just go and take. F9 then F9 lor. Ungraded then ungraded lor. Fail then fail lor. My dad is like saying its priviledge to take 3 sciences. Later than make a decision. Half way want to drop then drop. Just don't go for the paper or go for it then write your name and start snoring ZZZZZzzzzzzzz......(the method my brother used for his chinese paper cause he sucked at chinese.) They will pay for the paper. My talk until my mother cannot even cut in. Then when he finished my mom say about this exam she had everybody all so scared cause got his one person who fail and keep retaking. So the teacher say don't know want to split or something. But my mom heck care and she take all. You know what she say and I quote" I passed everything." Then she went to take her certifiacate to show me. I was like ok I believe you don't have to show me. So I am back to square one with a little more insight. So just have to waiit till the bio paper is out then discuss. So Jewel might not join you only if I get like a 75 for bio.
I very tired of talking. Maybe I should heck care my chinese paper as well. Oh well. Only time will tell. Haiz...
I have been writing for almost 2 hours already. I started at 4.32pm with breaks(eg. the talk). I better go and do other stuff. Oh the quote below is said by my dad to do with the decision of dropping subjects.
So bye and sayonara.
- The closer you are, the more accurate your decision-
grace
6:23 PM
I just reached home at like 20 minutes ago. Now its about 3.21pm. It is so hot outside. I had to cool down. It blazing and scorching out there. Laura dad's got a new car. I think This car looks nicer. Anyway today I went to buy evaporated milk and in the end went to help Shokie(sorry I couldn't resist) and Jewel buy the stuff for the ice kachang. I helped Sk buy her cream corn. Then I went to the market to buy Chin chow for Jewel but they don't sell. Then I waited for them to come. But as usual they were late. I told you they would never be on time(usually caused by jewel*can see SK pointing at Jewel*). But I am surprised Jewel is on time for school and never late. Then they went to buy food to eat while I went to Jimmy's house to collect my dollar he owes me for the catholic welfare tickets. Then went back to NTUC to buy chin chow. Then went back to my house.
While I did Jewel's blog, they watched Fruits basket. Finish then we took 73 to Lene house. We started to make Ice kachang. Ok lah. A bit fun. We called for pizza. Let's see. First we put cream corn on then some chin chow then put some cocktail, the shaved ice. Next we suppose to put evaporated milk and the syrup. The syrup was like red water(no offence Laura), it was not even thick. Then we put the milk. Laura was like she see she put too much but see still put. She said that she was looking at Jewel. I wonder why, don't you. O well who knows. Laura's turned out to be more chendol~ish then ice kachang~ish. To tell you the truth it was not successful at all and not only Laura's but all of ours. It did not taste like ice kachang. I rather buy from the market then go through all this trouble. Then the pizza came. We ate the pizza. We did not feel like eating the the so called ice kachang made by us. We ordered hawaiian and cream chicken. To Laura the chicken was not nice because there was some kind of cream or custard inside. To her it was disgusting. But it was nice what. Then the hawaiian had tomato and pineapple and the chicken had onions and mushrooms. People are weird. Why they don't like this kind of things. Very nice what.
Lene and Laura made an ice kachang cake. I don't think I would consider it a cake. Then I said something about using the candle to be titanic(you know the ship) then can replay the sinking of the ship by breaking the candle. Then since go like red papaya ball, I said can be the blood of the people who died(I know they either died by drowning or freezing to death. Yea yea I know.) Just put an ice cube inside and can pretend to be the ice burg it knocked into. Then can carry on with how the ship sank. Laura only could say this" you are a sadist". Obviously I am(hint: look at the address of the blog and the tag board. Like duh.). Let's just say the sinking of the ship(the candle) was taking place without the ice burg and without the breaking of the ship while we sand happy birthday to Jewel. I was thinking other stuff too.
Let's see if the lighted candle was to drop while jewel was standing in front of it and then burn her face by becoming a big fire then she would run around then accidentally touch some wood or flammable objects it would burn Lene's house down. They stopped me there. Jewel was like"choi" and Laura was saying"you think to far already". All this just because the candle was like slanting and about to drop. Then when we sing happy birthday for her, the candle was like slanting again and jewel told us to hurry up. For footage of this incident, please find Sk a.k.a shokie(I getting use to this- sorry). Then we ate finish we went to calculate money and split the bill for pizza. Then looked around Lene's house then went home.
I took the 73 bus home. Wait so long. On the way home I met Sandy. She was going to Toa Payoh to change pants or something like that. Anyway I walked home and here I am with the pile of homework next to me. I am still ignoring it.
One more time
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEWEL! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!
-A man should not love a woman because she is beautiful. A woman should be beautiful because a man loves her-
grace
4:59 PM
My legs still hurt. I have a pile of homework. I forgot to give someone something. I stil have to btah and buy evaporated milk. Jewel and SK coming in about 1 hour. Confirm will be late one. Looks like I have to take Laura out of the story. I will leave the old version there and make a new one.
I am still waiting for my magic knights and dn angel. Why the person take so long to send. ARGGGG! I want to watch!!! I so happy. Yesterday I got more Prince of Tennis episodes to watch. Very nice.
Anyway I better hurry off. Got lots of stuff to do. Somemore today have to go Lene house celebrate Jewel's birthday. Good luck to her in bringing the dog home. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. We going to make ice kachang. Now have to go bath and buy evaporated milk. Hav to rush home by 9am.
So bye bye. Ja :P
-Do not concern yourself with the things you lack but treasure the things you have-
grace
8:28 AM
I have been feeling tired lately. I very easily get tired and sleepy. There are just so many tests and homework. I just one day that I will have no homework or a test the next day. Not counting Saturday. I just finish learning 'ting xie' and looking through A Maths. I also finished E Maths but got some questions that I don't know how to do. I left with CME. Have to like do the whole book of 4A. I think he never see properly then just say do first 3 Chapter. First 3 chapter is like whole book and its like only January. The book very weird. There is even one page where they ask u to write your marriage vow. Hello? We are just teenagers. We won't be getting married for at least 5 more years.
Now I feel confused. Should I drop Biology or physics. At first I wanted Bio now I don't know. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Anyway I have no free time to write story on the blog so I only can do it during weekends when I have more time. So enjoy.
Today I went to buy Jewel's present. All I have to say is that it is damn big and she got 1 1/2 for the price of one. Not bad.
My leg is very pain today. We did a lot of exercise for P.E. Tomorrow got P.E as well. Wait. Its already tomorrow. Anyway next week got P.E 3 times. Also my locker finally they remove the padlock. Now can use.
It is already like 1am. I have to go and sleep. Good night. Oyasumi-nasai. :P
- The scariest and most painful is to be disliked by the one you love the most-
grace
1:15 AM
-Normal POV(stands for point of view)-
It was still dark and the full moon was still there though faded. The sun was starting to rise and you could see red and orange streaks in the sky. Grace(that's me) had just alighted from the bus and so had so had about a dozen other teenagers. The traffic lights were far away so students of sakura secondary just cross the busy streets filled with cars that belong to parents who were fetching their kids to school and teachers driving past. The buses were all filled with students, adults going to work and even teachers. The buses were always crammed and at times there were not enough space that people had to take the next bus. To find a seat was near impossible. People were crammed like sardines in a tin. It was a relief to get off the bus.
As Grace was standing outside her white school building, she could she could spot her friends sitting on the basketball court. She quickly walked towards them and gave a wave. Some replied with a wave, some with a smile or a loud hi. She could see five faces staring at her.
Grace had long curly black hair with a tinge of brown which she always tied in pleats. She wore a pair of rectangular white rimmed glasses. She had emerald green eyes. She was tall. She sometimes had a bad temper and you would not want to get on her bad side. She was a girl with mood swings, sometimes she was happy or moody or just plain crazy. She also had a bit of a sadist side.
Firstly, Jewel. She had straight long hair that curled up the bottom. Her hair was mostly black but you could see a bit of brown and reddish magenta where the sun shone. She had an average height. It was about the same lengths as Grace and she tied it in a simple ponytail. She had a pair of light green eyes the shade of green apples. She was smart and had a 'chin chai' nature. However she will take revenge if you dared to cross her.
Secondly, Laura. She wore a pair of frameless spectacles that covered her dark brown eyes. She had shoulder length hair that was a bit messy. She was thin and was shorter than Jewel. She was a heck care person but could be serious person if she wanted to be one. She had a bit of a violent nature to her and yet she was a panicky person. However she had creative ideas or even crazy ones.
Next was Lene. But actually her full name was Cherylene. She had brown skin as she was a mix of Chinese and Indian. She had black hair that curled and shone s bit brown in sunlight. Though she was a bit overweight, she was very photogenic. She was kind and helpful. She was also cheerful and always thought about other people. Though she was sometimes was sad, she later became happy again. She was quite a positive person.
Then we have Siok Hoon. Sometimes we call her SK or shokie. She has long hair that goes just beyond her shoulders. She ties her black hair up in a ponytail with a blue scrungy. She has light blue eyes that was covered by her blue frammed glasses. She was a little shorter than average height.She was a quiet girl who could and sometimes did talk a bit loud and can argue with other people like Jewel but a friendly arguement. She was good in maths and chinese. She is also very hardworking in her studies and tries her best.
Lastly, Carol. She has long shiny black hair. She wears magenta frammed glasses over her shiny violet eyes. Though she is a little blur and gullible, she is very friendly. She has a knack for drawing and hadicrafts. She like SK always tries her best.
They were great friends and sixteen. This was their last year at Sakura secondary girl's school. But they had a dark secret that only they knew about....
-End of Chapter-
grace
11:23 PM
Anyway I am going to start writing now until 8. Because that's when american idol starts. Yipeee!!!. Anyway today I very tired. My duties as a leader piss me off. I wanted to buy Jewel present from heartland but don't have so tomorrow I need to go compass. Anyway on the bus back I saw Teri. I think I saw one of our teacher in a red convertible. I think it should be her or she was a person that looks awfully like my teacher. So I shall start writing in the next entry.
-True valour exists in diverse forms-
grace
7:22 PM
Now its like 4.30am in the morning. I woke up at 3 am to study bio but i keep falling asleep. That's the bad thing. I still have abt 4 chapter-nutrition and transport in mammals and plants. AHHHHHH!!! Somemore now lene tell me canot go with me tomorow buy jewel present. Jewel wants some kind of sheepdog soft toy. I need a break from studying. I have to work hard. However because of this test, I am unable to do chemistry finish. So must quickly finish. I am so tired, sleepy. I nearly fell asleep i the toilet yesterday. Some of you might think it impossible but it is possible. This is what you get for not sleepy regular hours and not having enough sleep. When I come home, I want to take a long nap. But today got cca. WaHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I have to go back t studying. I just took a break. I will probably be posting stories tonight if I can type it out tonight.
-I was born with something that you lacked just as you are born with something that I lacked-
grace
4:39 AM
I finally completed my blog. I may have to change the tag board colour. But it ain't a big problem. The colours seem to clash. Hope you all like it. Leave comments in sadist mail a.k.a the tag board.
Tomorrow got Bio test. I want to drop it but my parents do not want me to drop. They don't really mind but advise me to take it. Wahhhhhh... I have to go soon I haven't even study yet. I have like 12 chapters. I know people are probably telling me, then go study. Fine.
Anyway today i got to go to dentist but only in school. The dental bus a bit stinky though. The dentist(its a she) say my wisdom teeth showing and ask me whether got give me problem but so far no. But when I have to pluck it out, it is going to hurt. Ouch! When I was young, I thought that when you pluck those teeth out you become dumb. But I am still clever, just kidding.*sticks tongue out*. Anyway the dentist very friendly. She say my teeth very good, only need polishing no need scalping. Some during scalping your gums might bleed. Eewww! I know but that happens when you do not brush your gums. The dentist ask me whether got any medical problem. But I heard dental problem. So I was like dental??? Then i said no. Then Sandy was like 'she said medical lah. Where got say dental? You ah come here is for dental where will askyou about this one.' I could have sworn that the dentist said mental problem. Well i might have one. Laura came back with her teeth orange in colour she say they put flouride but i thought flouride was white. Maybe this one special one lah. Then on the bus home I saw a girl with her whole mouth dark green in colour. Eww.
Tomorrow my bag very heavy. Somemore have to stay back for cca. I think some of the sec2 s might hate me for telling on them. I am ok with the sec3 s but I don't want to make any enemies. Somemore the new cca teacher very fierce and scary. Honto kowaii.
Anyway I will be posting some stories on the blog. Hope you will like it. Might just improve my english composition. So good luck to everyone on the bio test.
-War is easy to spread but hard to extinguish-
grace
3:41 PM
This is my very own blog. Yes. No need to tell people to write anymore can write at my own pace. I don't know what to put for my blogskin now so I am leaving it with this. Today's Sunday and I just got a new assignment to do but I will leave it till tomorrow.
I felt 'inspired' as I read Teri's blog. Very funny. I recommend to anyone who feels stress. You go crazy reading some of the stuff there. Teri if you read this I am not insulting you but complimenting.
I shall tell the people a little about me. One thing I absolutely love to do is watch anime and listen to Japanese music or at least some. I want to learn Japanese and tennis. I will and I shall. I have a tuition teacher who is an ass. I feel that he thinks things weirdly or actually based on maths and science. In short he thinks that the world revolves around maths and science and that arts is not important. I am in the 7am church choir which I enjoy being in a play the part of soprano.
That's all I can write now. I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I forgot that I had a social studies tomorrow and if I fail will have tea session. AHHHHHHH!!!!
So sayonara.
-War does not determine who is right but who is left-
grace
9:12 PM
