I just came back from tuition. I am in a pissed off mood and will be for the next few days. So do not piss me off. Let's see there are many things that pisses me off.
1. Teachers that keep giving us homework. Lay off won't you.
2. My CCA.
3. The unending tests.
4. I have my period therefore my temper is twice worse than before.
5. My stomach hurts due to reason 4
6. My mother is being very irritating. You tell her do this, she don't do it. You tell her don't do, she do. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!
7. I got no time to write.
8. Currently facing writer's block
9. Not having studied the Chinese test. Maybe I should not study and flunk it.
10. The person still has not sent me my anime vcds.
11. Chinese New year. The fact I have to wear a skirt. Our class has to set up a stall for a fun fair in school. It ain't that bad just that it has been postponed and I wonder if we will have a half day off.
12.The fact that Trevor a.k.a my choir master is getting people around my age to do the responsorial psalm
13. Being Captain. Connected to reason3. Also the new commitee do not know anything and I repeat anything.
14. My mom's nagging sometimes my dad too.
I only have a few things to look forward to and help me relax.
1. My anime music.
2. Magister Negi and Love for Venus is coming out on Tuesday. Finally(esp referring to love for Venus)
3. My blog. Somewhere I can let my anger out and my parents won't know where to find it.
4. Chinese New Year. Money(the word speaks for itself). During this period I will finish selling my catholic welfare donation tickets. I actually enjoy wearing my heels so can wear again(except for long periods of time).
That's about it. Fiona has just sent me some racing frog thing. I think its quite lame. Seriously but no offence. I feel better.
Talking about the responsorial psalm. I am afraid. You have to sing in front of the whole congregation alone without the help of the choir. If i did something wrong, I would probably be memtally scarred for life. What if I make a mistake. Wait, calm down. He still has not asked me to do it yet. As long as I practice, I will be fine. Yes. Anyway I just hope I don't get something to hard to sing.
I can start to feel the stress of being a sec4. Its hard. Having the CCA teacher on my case will not help or actually any teacher for that matter. Now I remember that I have 2 compeitions no wait actually 3 to take part in.
1. Interhouse table tennis (non-voluntary)
2. Some Geography compeition.(non-voluntary. Mrs Poi signed up the girls who did SPATA last year. That brings back" wonderful memories". More details later.)
3. Tsunami compeition(voluntary)
1. The Interhouse tournament is complusary. Fact 1: I made the list. Fact2: I am the captain. I cannot not play. Fact3: I want to win and guess what I playing with Evan. Not sure whether that's a good thing.
2. The Geography compeition is something I do not really look forward to. Let's see i have to learn physical geography and take a test(like i don't have enough already) before I can advance to the next round. I thought I was the reserve but now I ain't sure. It might be Kai Peng a.k.a Xiao Ping. Hehe. Either that, I am the reserve's reserve. Only if you pass the first round then it goes to the fun part. Only then do you get to go around Sinagpore. That I would consider the fun part. The geog compeition last year. I did not have enough sleep. My fingers hurt and my nails as well from taking out all the double sided tape. The singapore map I cut out from all that hard work is rotting away and collecting dust. Its also falling apart. Great . Just great. But this is suppose to be different I hope so.
3. The tsunami compeition is where have to draw a picture and together must write a reflection. Cannot write it here. Other people might see it and can and steal my idea. The only person I can think of is cough* laura*cough. O people if you need A3 size paper go to office tomorrow and can take. Mr Teoh call and tell me one.
I just had the talk about dropping subjets with my parents. They said a lot of stuff. A lot of repeition as well. Both say don't drop anything. Just go and take. F9 then F9 lor. Ungraded then ungraded lor. Fail then fail lor. My dad is like saying its priviledge to take 3 sciences. Later than make a decision. Half way want to drop then drop. Just don't go for the paper or go for it then write your name and start snoring ZZZZZzzzzzzzz......(the method my brother used for his chinese paper cause he sucked at chinese.) They will pay for the paper. My talk until my mother cannot even cut in. Then when he finished my mom say about this exam she had everybody all so scared cause got his one person who fail and keep retaking. So the teacher say don't know want to split or something. But my mom heck care and she take all. You know what she say and I quote" I passed everything." Then she went to take her certifiacate to show me. I was like ok I believe you don't have to show me. So I am back to square one with a little more insight. So just have to waiit till the bio paper is out then discuss. So Jewel might not join you only if I get like a 75 for bio.
I very tired of talking. Maybe I should heck care my chinese paper as well. Oh well. Only time will tell. Haiz...
I have been writing for almost 2 hours already. I started at 4.32pm with breaks(eg. the talk). I better go and do other stuff. Oh the quote below is said by my dad to do with the decision of dropping subjects.
So bye and sayonara.
- The closer you are, the more accurate your decision-
grace
6:23 PM
