Friends are a great thing to have. They are there for you and give you comfort. Help you, care for you and give you strength to move on. They are their for you when you need them and they are the ones you will always remember. They have done loads for me. Today my Chinese O'levels marks came out and my marks were horrible. I thought I could at least get a B but I got a C instead. Now I don't know whether to retake or not. I'm fine and over my mark but now that's the question.
Today I broke down and cried and could not stop. I wanted to but I could not stop. It sucked because every single person infront of me got an A1 and it got my hopes up too much. When it was my turn and got my mark I really wanted to cry but I stopped myself. But then Laura was about to cry and she was so sad. She had a B and I thought that it was so good and I would kill for it and I am worse of than her. I wanted to tell her that but my voice came out shaky and I knew I was about to cry so I went back and stopped myself. By the time I went to Jo-ann's place I cried and everyone told me to stop crying. I couldn't control myself and I could not stop no matter how much I tried. I felt terrible. I could feel that when every time I felt sadness and I suppressed it all had come back to me at that moment making me cry continuously. This shows that I don't trust or I don't feel comfortable with telling them my feelings and secrects but they are still great to have to be there to talk about other stuff.
Today was the day I felt that friends were a great thing to have. Treasure your friends they are always there for you. I never want to lose contact with any of you guys and I hope you feel the same. However I am still on the lookout for that one very special person and the one very special place. I hope no one is offended but each person means something different to another. Each person is special and is a special friend to another someone. Different people are meant for different things and are meant to help in different ways. Each person has different talents so we must use them to help others especially. Different people have different ways of comforting each other. Some use comforting words( most people) or funny stuff to make you laugh or smile, people also get comfort from song and many others things that make you smile. For me I love to listen to music and sing together because when you sing and listen to the words it can make you smile. Still remember na na telling me to think of Corrinne May which I am listening to right now. Very nice especially her second album. Still remember Madeline, Carol and Andrea telling me that my English is good(which is so not) because I read a lot of books and they will still suppport my library. Still remember Andrea saying got free tissue paper only for today. But I have to thank God for my friends. They are one of God's greatest gift. They are something special and unique because every single one is different. I love them all and please you know what I mean by this. Like one of the quotes: Best friends are the siblings which God forgot to give you. We must treasure it if not when its gone, no one is there for you and you will feel alone and lonely. I don't know how to thank every single one for helping me but if you read this. THANK YOU!
Setbacks in life are obstacles in life we have to overcome and get back up from them and be strong. Its always hard but you have your friends to count on for help. I am just writing down whatever comes to mind so I am sorry if you can't understand anything and there is any repetition. But understand this : FRIENDS ARE ONE OF GOD'S GREATEST GIFT AND I THANK HIM FOR EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU. FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU AND THEY WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER. SO THANK YOU MY FRIENDS.
-Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there-
grace
10:38 PM
