Yesterday was Jimmy's party. I had to find a new route to the place. Took 136 then changed to 86. The internet direction a bit unclear so I was lost for about 5 minutes. Then when I was about to alight, I accidentally smacked this lady on the forehead. Then she gave me this disgusted look. Oh well.barbecued the whole night. Was wondering whether stuff was cooked a not. The chicken wings were a almost total failure. At first they were all undercooked then they were overcooked meaning burnt. The satay turned out nicely. We were shocked at seeing the seafood, there was even fish and sting ray. The prawns and fish was easy to cook but for the sotong it was a bit of the problem. The sausages always came out black. Should not have skewered them.After we finished with the food, we took photos. Rebekah's brother kept squeezing cream on Sangeet's head. The first he did it Sangeet pushed him and he fell on the poor bushes and destroying them. Simran later had a taste of it by Chris. We kept telling Jimmy to watch because of what we were going to do to him. He said he felt like he was going to be executed. He even went to change into a old T-shirt which he said he was going to throw away after this. He even thinks that his new shirt from Hang Ten is considered branded.Finally pay back time for all that years of suffering had come. We creamed Jimmy and I mean that literally. We used cream to smash it all over him. After that people poured water on him. Eugene poured soap water saying that he cleaned him up from all the whipped cream. On the way to the changing room, someone pushed him in the pool twice. Later he pulled in Han Jie into the pool.After the 2 wet people had changed we sang the birthday song and ate cake. I had to force the cake down because I was not hungry. About 10.30 Simran's mother came and fetched me home. Had to sleep early cause the next day was prom.
-Actions speak louder than words-
grace
10:27 AM
My juniors just left my house. My bookshelf now very neat well almost but my table's a mess. Have to keep all that books and paper for auntie Chris for her son Nigel who is like going to only be in Sec 2 next year. My stuff is like all Secondary 3 and 4 stuff. A bit too much pressure and the kid a not. Anyway my juniors came to take my stuff. Asked for my address so that they can send me Christmas cards. The purpose is so that I will send them but luckily I bought another box already. I helped Vivian do her blog for a while then went home.But then saw Sherylin phone on the counter. So Amileen and her going to meet Vivian at the circus bus stop to get her phone from Vivian while I am now eating lunch and finding nice harry potter skin. I also added Vivian's blog. Didn't know she was such a crazy anime fan. I lent her some stuff to go home and watch. Hope she likes it.
Saturday we went to Laura's house to do make up. It was kind of a waste of time. We did almost to like nothing. We tried on our dresses and Fiona took photos. We went to market to have lunch. I just had chin chow and Lene read my characters for my new story. She was laughing at Laura's charcter. We went back and played 2 rounds of Cluedo. 1 game was like 1/2 an hour. We later went to Heartland Mall to meet Jewel. She was buying her shoes. Her was black and 3 inches like my Bata one which I am going to wear. I wanted to find something but there was nothing. We went in search for bra so we went ck. Very cheap. Jewel feel very embarrassed. We bought one that cost only 2.90. Very cheap. Not good quality but probably use only once. I also bought the Ramily burger because there got pasa malam. I love the burger. So delicous. So worth the 2.50. I think its the best burger I have ever eaten.
Today is Jimmy's party. Have to find how to get there. Still have to do a lot of stuff. Write finish his autograph book then have to measure parts of the house and watch finish harry potter 3. Then tomorrow is prom. Going to be one hell of a day. But after that I will feel much more free. However the next thing that I have to worry about is Christmas present. Sometimes I just feel like sleeping the whole day. More money needed. Wah! I am imagining all my money suddenly have wings and flying away.
Yesterday I spent my day watching Harry Potter 1 & 2. So nice. I can't wait to get the 4th one. Must get the dvd. I notice that the first movie sticks a lot to the words from the book. I love watching the quidditch matches. So exciting. Wish I could fly be it with wings or a broomstick. That would be an adrenaline rush. The wind blowing against me. Too bad that its a dream that will never come true.
My stories have no progress. There is just ideas nothing to write down on paper. Starting to get very sick of myself. All I can do is sigh. There are some great writers out there. I'm doing lots of stuff but its making me feel very sian. I really need to sleep.
Haven't got anything else to say. Let me think...nope. So Ja ne.
-Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you-
grace
1:32 PM
My keyboard has been on the fritz so could not come here to write. You press space the thing refresh. You press a come out s and vise versa. It also happens with q&w, z&x and 1&2. So irritating cause no one can understand what I say. Luckily my dad got a new keyboard today so I am saved. However have to get use to this keyboard cause not use to it so cannot type fast.Firstly, I have to thank Theodora for the birthday present-the picture. I like it a lot. Very nice. Can do more for me. I want Harry Potter one. Will be a great artist one day so must work hard and good luck. Anyway, got my dress already after walking so long yesterday until my leg want to spoil. Fiona black color halter top that has a big slit in front. Got pictures later put up. At first went to Plaza Singapura because I want to go spotlight to paint stars on the walls in my room but no luck so I am not forgetting about the whole thing. Then went to Blum and myjosis (is that how you spell???). Got nothing there for me. Laura say if I where black look like her mother which is old. Then went for lunch at yoshinoya. Ate the student meal and it tasted kind of horrible so not worth it for $4.50. Then took train to Somerset and went to OG orchard. I saw Laura's dress which was a white tube dress that was shiny and had a bow in front. She really need maximiser or something because it was slipping off. Then she went to reserve though the lady kind of reluctant. After that went to look around. Then Siok Hoon joined us with her brother after the interview. Congrats to Sioky for getting the job. We tried on some stuff but got nothing and I was stuck in one dress. Was afraid I had to pay for it but had help from sk. I almost died cause I had no air. But then Laura found one that was similar but had no bow and it was red and cheaper. Since OG got nothing we went next door to centre point and thank goodness we did not decide not to go there. We went to Mango then Blum again with Laura telling us what she almost wanted to buy. We passed by a shop called Angelique. At first we went in and looked at the stuff the lady say 299 or 199. I shocked. Then she saw our faces then asked for our budget. I said no more than a $100. she tell us come back 15 minutes later cause got $39 dresses coming later. So we walked around some more while Sioky and her bro went to eat and ended up at pizza hut. Laura also hungry so she had soup while I sat there doing nothing. Then we went back up to the shop. Had so many people. So Laura was at the rack there say excuse me so loud. The other people must be thinking like 'Wah this girl ah so kiasu.' In my mind its like she can really chong ah. So she picked some dresses for us to try. The queue so long and Laura had to rush home so in the end me and Siok shared one changing room since there was only 2. I tried the first one look not bad. It was a red spaghetti strap. Jewel bought the black version of that dress today. Then I tried the halter then Laura say I look hot so I took that one instead since like everyone say nicer. Then Sioky tried one pinky purple dress but don't have her size so she have to take one that is bigger but she don't have so try the black one then if can next day collect the right size one. She also tried the red one. But the pinky one nicer and Laura like it so much that she tell her die also must fit in. Laura was so sad because there the dress all cheaper and look nice. She say we going to look hotter than her. That was the end. So I bought my dress then we left. But we were cornered at Somerset station by some people asking us to buy stuff from charity. I ended up spending $14 for charity. I feel so angry. I xin tia. Then went home. Next day went out with Jewel and Cherylene. Had to wait for them for more than half an hour but lucky got Harry potter with me so I wasn't bored. We took train straight to orchard and went to that shop to collect Siok Hoon dress and see dresses for those two. They both tried a few dresses. Lucky got no one. In the end Jewel got a black spaghetti strapped dress but Lene couldn't find anything so we went Metro. There we looked around and I showed them Laura's dress. Lene found a black dress which was suppose to be 69.90 but in the end only 19.90. We all shocked. Then we actually went to try arthur yen dress. Really nice and really expensive. For fun. We went to Four leaves to buy some bread to eat since me and Jewel very hungry. Then walked to Orchard MRT the popular to give Siok Hoon her dress. She working very hard. Sioky must go go jia you ok! I bought a note book to write stories and just thought of a new one inspired by Harry potter and also a box of Christmas cards which I think I need more of because I'm sending to more than 20 people. Its all gold but half is snowman picture and the other half is reindeer. Very cute. Saw Harry Potter stuff which we thought of buying for Carol present. But if I do go Thailand then I will buy her Harry potter poster. Then we went home. Now Saturday we suppose to go out buy shoes, bag, accessories, bra etc. But in the morning we going Laura house try make-up. Who knows how it will go. But good news. Carol can go prom. Yeah!Just now me and Fiona talking. Go from one topic to another. From All American Girl 2 to prom dress to the angelique shop to jc admission the pae which I have finished applying to shoes to hair to Christmas cards. We were like trying to draw out the dresses. Very funny and our drawing very erm....Actually got nothing else to say already. Talk a lot already. Better go. Ja.-The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else-
grace
10:45 PM
My mom is scolding me. Quickly go work for your dad she says. Earn money don't keep spending. Kind of sick but oh well parents nag what can we do about it. Heck one day we are all going to be like that.Anyway Laura called me just now ask me whether I want to go out with her because her mother sick then cannot to go. If no one go with her she cannot go. So she turns to me. Now don't know whether to go or not because so sudden and got no money. Now everyday outside my house got people doing construction work so irritating. Everyday so noisy. Want to sleep late also cannot. So annyoing. Affecting me in my writing. Maybe I should go somewhere quiet but too bad I got no laptop and cannot bring the computer along. Must work hard. Anyway thank all the people for their support.Better make my decision on whether I going out or not especially since now she is on MSN. So ja.-Friends are forever-
grace
10:15 AM
It's like 2 in the morning now. Actually I'm kind of tired but I finish this then I go and sleep. O Levels are over but its starting to get boring and quite a few people are trying to look for jobs. So far most of them can't. All I know is that I'm going to be helping my Dad from home doing stuff like accounting, typing stuff like that. The up side is that I get paid and work from home. The down side, is that I would probably get a scolding. Actually my mom's office was looking for people to do data entry but then I couldn't go because later if her staff have to scold me won't dare to because very malu. Imagine scolding your bosses daughter not very nice position to be in. But my mom couldn't care less if I got scolded. She feels its better if I did because it's better this way because I will learn. But then having to go to Tuas everyday, no thank you. Now prom fever is also on. Dresses, gowns, make up, accessories. These words you hear constantly among the Sec 4 & 5s. People keep asking me what gown/dress I thinking of having. Soemtimes I feel that I couldn't care less. To me its like go to the shop see what I like or what suits me then I buy. I find its so much of a hassle. Must buy dress, must buy shoes, must buy bag, must put on make up, must spend money. I really don't know if I will have any money to spend for Christmas present. After end up only sending one Christmas card. Hoping that during Christmas can recuperate my losses. I don't really feel very enthusiastic or excited or estatic about prom especially after that hotel incident. But I don't care about the teacher anymore. Don't hold anymore grudges against her anymore. Liek they say 'Forgive and Forget'. Live and let live. Just felt like saying that. But I am glad that Christmas is coming. Have to prepare loads of stuff especially for the party. I hope my brother's choir is not coming too. That reminds me. My brother's choir the SFX Youth choir is having a concert on 22 December at Victoria Concert Hall. All proceeds go to the Assi Home and Hospice I think. Well it goes to charity. Tickets going at 15, 25 and 50. If you want tickets can ask me.Today got backthe results for Prelim on whether can go to JC for first 3 months. I'm supposedly eligible but not sure should go where and apply. It kind of sucks. I really don't know what I should do with my life or what I should become anyway. Let's just say I'll leave it to tomorrow to discuss with my parents. Now everyone is sleeping. Anyway this 2 days have bee freaking cold. Everytime I sit in front of the computer, I have to cover myself with a blanket or actually anywhere I go in the house for that matter. Wonder when it will stop. I want to go jogging but the rain keeps raining on my parade. Sounds weird. Oh well. Hoping I can wake up early tomorrow but I seriously doubt it by the fact that it like 2.30am and I'm not in bed. at this rate I don't think I'm going to shop with Laura tomorrow. Going to feel weird especially with her mother not that there is anything wrong with her mother. Better sms her before I go to sleep. Wonder what time I will wake up tomorrow. Anyway Thursday and Friday going out with the lot of them. I'm quite sure you know who they are. I've been trying to write stories the whole week but I keep getting stuck or just too lazy to write. Actually keep getting new ideas for stories that I keep forgetting the old ones. But the prohecy one I definitely will rewrite with a change in characters and make it more realistic. My stories are a little off. Even in Hogwarts it isn't like that. Have to remake it a little actually a lot. Will be fun. Got any ideas just lay them on me. My mom now just woke up. Shocking. She can't sleep so I can't blog. She getting something to drink so I can write this in the mean time before she gets back. She suddenly had an interest in blogs wanting to read about religion, sex and who knows what else. But whatever, I'm trying to read harry potter again to get rid of my boredom. But I've also been turing to fan fiction on the net. Soem people can really write well. But I've been reading too much that it's boring me. But I am getting ideas. Oh ya. I just read finish All American Girl 2 today but technically it was yeasyerday night. The books alright. She thinks the guy wants to sleep with her then it was actually something else then they did it in the end. Her sister Lucy falls in love with a nerd. She goes against the President and her family instead of grounding her they start to spend more time at home. So far I think its average because I haven't been reading much so not very sure about the standard of reading. I don't think I have anything to report so far just that I'm saying goodbye. Ja. Can't believe the year is coming to an end. So fast. Sayonara.-Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.-
grace
2:55 AM
O Levels are finally over. I'm kind of happy but a little sad. Won't be able to see anymore of my friends. Prom's coming. Don't know why but I ain't looking forward to it at all. But after the invigilator took my paper I was smiling like crazy.
After that Laura, Fiona, Genevieve and me went to watch harry potter 4. I wish it was longer. It was ok but it was too short, not scary and not up too expectation. They cut off too much stuff. A bit disappointing. But being a loyal fan I expected more but I can't dish the movie.
Before that I also went to buy ready or not. I want to read but I scared to finish then got nothing else to do. Actually I also bought the new Do as infinity and SMAP album. Not bad. Its good.
But its starting to get boring. Even watching TV does not feel fun. Actually I got loads of stuff I want to go like paint my room, watch magic knights,organise my family photos, go shopping for prom. But I feel very lazy. What's wrong with me. Maybe I am facing some O'level withdrawal system. Everything seems not interesting. I even can't sleep even though my body feels tired. I'm going to get sick soon.
Prom is next next Tuesday. After that stupid ordeal with the hotel we decided to stay other at Laura's house after that. We are going out on Monday to shop for Prom. Not really looking forward to it.
Before that going to go to castle green on Monday to celebrate Jimmy's birthday cum Secondary 4 graduation. Don't feel like socialising that day. Next day would have a big day ahead of us.
This Tuesday have to go to school about some JC thing. Don't care whether I go to JC or not but I plan to learn violin and Japanese during this period of time. My mom is going to pay for my courses. Then she also want to straighten my hair then make contacts for me. I don't feel like doing. I feel that so many things are happening at one time and so fast. Who knows what the future holds.
Anyway my stories will come but slower and I won't be posting them here. I got another blog for that. Also I going to change my story the prophecy a bit and put it there. Will tell you the address later. So now are the holidays so be happy. Somehow I can only think of how broke I am or at least going to be. I really feel very sian. Good Luck to all in finding a perfect dress. Ja.
-You can only go as far as you push!-
grace
7:35 PM
I know I haven't been writing and I should not be writing either I'm like half way through my O'levels. Today maths paper was hard. I have to admit. But I seriously don't care about anymore. I feel so angry after that. We were on time. We were not late and yet were freaking bloody hell have to go ballot for the rooms for prom. It's so not our bloody problem. You are being freaking unfair to us. I feel frustrated, absolutelt angry, pissed off and I seriously feel like castrating someone. I want to scream. On th eway back from school (Laura father fetch me so have to thank him) Laura and I were in the car scolding and cursing for it being unfair. Seriously I would have rather they pick out names instead. Now its causing so much trouble. The teacher is so bias. She is bias towars her classes can. Irritating. Last year we her co-form class its like she don't even know who are we. Even after sarfing down a humongous bowl of cereal-cookie crisps & honey stars and still waiting to eat my lunch (I know that's a lot of food but when I'm pissed my stomach is a bottomless pit) and watching tv I'm still angry.Now we are trying to find an alternative place to stay. There is costa sands that's cheap and now got one beauford hotel that I have no idea where it is. I sort of found it and now everyone is arguing whether it is or not. Me, Laura, Jewel and Cheryl all on msn now trying to save our prom. Going to take a while. Still debating about it. Laura's gone though. Now deciding between Rasa Sentosa, Costa Sands, Sijori Resort and Beaufort. I have to go and debate with Cher cause the rest have left.Oh yah! I plan to learn the violin and harry potter is coming out. Can't wait. Ja.-When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there-
grace
1:30 PM
