It's like 2 in the morning now. Actually I'm kind of tired but I finish this then I go and sleep. O Levels are over but its starting to get boring and quite a few people are trying to look for jobs. So far most of them can't. All I know is that I'm going to be helping my Dad from home doing stuff like accounting, typing stuff like that. The up side is that I get paid and work from home. The down side, is that I would probably get a scolding. Actually my mom's office was looking for people to do data entry but then I couldn't go because later if her staff have to scold me won't dare to because very malu. Imagine scolding your bosses daughter not very nice position to be in. But my mom couldn't care less if I got scolded. She feels its better if I did because it's better this way because I will learn. But then having to go to Tuas everyday, no thank you. Now prom fever is also on. Dresses, gowns, make up, accessories. These words you hear constantly among the Sec 4 & 5s. People keep asking me what gown/dress I thinking of having. Soemtimes I feel that I couldn't care less. To me its like go to the shop see what I like or what suits me then I buy. I find its so much of a hassle. Must buy dress, must buy shoes, must buy bag, must put on make up, must spend money. I really don't know if I will have any money to spend for Christmas present. After end up only sending one Christmas card. Hoping that during Christmas can recuperate my losses. I don't really feel very enthusiastic or excited or estatic about prom especially after that hotel incident. But I don't care about the teacher anymore. Don't hold anymore grudges against her anymore. Liek they say 'Forgive and Forget'. Live and let live. Just felt like saying that. But I am glad that Christmas is coming. Have to prepare loads of stuff especially for the party. I hope my brother's choir is not coming too. That reminds me. My brother's choir the SFX Youth choir is having a concert on 22 December at Victoria Concert Hall. All proceeds go to the Assi Home and Hospice I think. Well it goes to charity. Tickets going at 15, 25 and 50. If you want tickets can ask me.Today got backthe results for Prelim on whether can go to JC for first 3 months. I'm supposedly eligible but not sure should go where and apply. It kind of sucks. I really don't know what I should do with my life or what I should become anyway. Let's just say I'll leave it to tomorrow to discuss with my parents. Now everyone is sleeping. Anyway this 2 days have bee freaking cold. Everytime I sit in front of the computer, I have to cover myself with a blanket or actually anywhere I go in the house for that matter. Wonder when it will stop. I want to go jogging but the rain keeps raining on my parade. Sounds weird. Oh well. Hoping I can wake up early tomorrow but I seriously doubt it by the fact that it like 2.30am and I'm not in bed. at this rate I don't think I'm going to shop with Laura tomorrow. Going to feel weird especially with her mother not that there is anything wrong with her mother. Better sms her before I go to sleep. Wonder what time I will wake up tomorrow. Anyway Thursday and Friday going out with the lot of them. I'm quite sure you know who they are. I've been trying to write stories the whole week but I keep getting stuck or just too lazy to write. Actually keep getting new ideas for stories that I keep forgetting the old ones. But the prohecy one I definitely will rewrite with a change in characters and make it more realistic. My stories are a little off. Even in Hogwarts it isn't like that. Have to remake it a little actually a lot. Will be fun. Got any ideas just lay them on me. My mom now just woke up. Shocking. She can't sleep so I can't blog. She getting something to drink so I can write this in the mean time before she gets back. She suddenly had an interest in blogs wanting to read about religion, sex and who knows what else. But whatever, I'm trying to read harry potter again to get rid of my boredom. But I've also been turing to fan fiction on the net. Soem people can really write well. But I've been reading too much that it's boring me. But I am getting ideas. Oh ya. I just read finish All American Girl 2 today but technically it was yeasyerday night. The books alright. She thinks the guy wants to sleep with her then it was actually something else then they did it in the end. Her sister Lucy falls in love with a nerd. She goes against the President and her family instead of grounding her they start to spend more time at home. So far I think its average because I haven't been reading much so not very sure about the standard of reading. I don't think I have anything to report so far just that I'm saying goodbye. Ja. Can't believe the year is coming to an end. So fast. Sayonara.-Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.-
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