I haven't written since September that's like 2 months ago. Feels kind of weird to be doing this. I guess in a way its ok. I'm putting down all worries I have before tomorrow's PW oral presentation. So its going to be a long entry. Feeling kind of happy when I think after tomorrow all the hard work, being tolerant and trying my best to do what I can will be over. Wonder if I can look back at everything and one day laugh at it or still curse the subject PW. Many things have happened since my absence on this blog. When writing it makes me think about life and what I've done and it sometimes gives me a feeling of emptiness, like something's missing in my life when I reflect back on it. Anyway here goes...
Probably the first think to write about is my exams. It went it came. After all the late night studying and worrying my exams came and passed. In the midst of it trying to do PW written report added to my stress. From the 18 to the 27 September,I had GP, Economics, Chinese, Chemistry, Maths, NE & current affairs. We sort off celebrated Nat and Alicia.L birthday as well. Then one week later, on the 9 & 10 of Oct I had the Physics and another Chinese paper respectively. After Chinese paper me, Alicia.L and Vic went to IKEA and Queensway Shopping Centre. I bought straws, a jar, Sweddish meatballs and a white converse bag. The bag is actually $60. This is one of the few times I spent so much money. Anyway I guess it was to make myself happy since the next ay was D day a.k.a. the day we get back our papers from our first 2 weeks of exams. Let's see first was Chem I did better than mid years. I got 52. Then was GP. I did worse but still got a E in the end. Next was Maths. My proudest subject but not so proud when you compare to other classes. I got a B with a 67.5. Then was economics. Make me so sad missed by one mark with a 39 out of 80. Whole day was so worried. Ended up making finish the whole box of straws from IKEA to do straw hearts. Almost everyone in class was doing it. More people wanted to learn and soon we evolved to making straw stars. However that day didn't go by without tears shedding. People worried about their status were they going to promote or not. I guess I was happy but at the same time I could feel their sorrow. Life isn't a bed of roses. I couldn't be to happy about promoting. Anyway on the 17 I got back my Physics. I got 55.
On the 14 Oct was our school's Open house. I was absent on that occasion. However I did help to pack goodie bags and got CIP of 1 hour for 15 mins of work.
After that was the JC1 retreat for Catholics. It was a great experience. I even saw Chris my ex-cathecist. Was praying that Colin would be there and at the same time that he wouldn't. Well I saw him. Last last Sunday while going back from Church and on All saint's day as well. He looked fine but at the same time his face grew fatter I guess of heath reasons. After this retreat I kind of found myself again but soon the effect wore off. The camp was not bad it started at 5pm on 20 Oct and ended on 21 Oct. It made me think about life and what have done especially to my family. There are a lot of things I've done wrong. At confession I just said a few words and started crying in front of the priest. I'm glad there are friends around to comfort and help you through these times. Anyway on the first day, there was a lot of talks, when to play ice breaker with the rest of the group. My group included Tiffany, Amanda, Alicia Peter, James (T17), Lionel (T17), Justin (T17) and Jonathan (T29). Haha. I guess I can say I like my group. Daniel was stuck with Erwin only in this group with 3 other people and one of which is Dotah pro and with a temporary facil who has the word satan tatooed in between his knuckles. Then there is Nat, Marian, Emily and Brandon in the group before mine but they have this facil called Dennis who is funny and is from St. Pats. Whatever. He told us this joke on the 2nd day dinner. Very funny. How many sides does a circle have. 2! the inside and outside. Funny right. Ok wait I know what you're thinking its cold right. HAHAHAHA. Go tell everyone you know! Anyway before we went to sleep we watched lion king but I fell asleep during the part where Mufasa was lecturing Simba about going into the elephant graveyard. I guess I was too tired seeing as I slept at 2am the day before. We played bridge but one game only. I wanted to bath but queue very long. Too bad. No choice have to sleep like that but next morning woke up at like 6.30 to go bath. After that me and Nat packed our stuff and went down to play taboo while waiting for breakfast. After that we had more talks, confession, games and go back prepare for mass then talk again then dinner then mass. It went way over time. My parents were totally complaining. I wish we could write warm fuzzies but since time too short we could only write on this piece of paper we passed around. We got biscuits with exerts from the bible printed on it. My gosh so nice and the last thing I loved was this paper with a letter written from God. Damn nice. The priests took exerts from the bible and made it flow. It was like reading a beautiful letter. I want to share it with everyone. I put it on my blog one day.
Next thing is PW. On the 18 of Oct we passed up our written reports. Since my house no colour printer have to go to Sim Lim square. Paid $18 but my dad gave me back money. So nice of him. Anyway the next day I found out I binded the wrong cover page. Wanted to cry. Was so pissed out. In the end had to paste it on so ugly. Anyway after that, could breathe a sigh of relieve but there was so drama from one of the groups and since this is my blog its about me so I shall not talk about it. Just kidding. Anyway had dry run for my PW oral presentation on 30 and 31 Oct. Got 13 and 12 out of 18. Not bad. Just have to keep it up and remember to smile tomorrow. Our video very funny. But I very tired from it. Brandon was being a total ass that day as well. He kicked my brother's football onto the roof. Anyway I'm glad it ended anyway. But you can see how may face was looking at the last part of the video. I was damn tried of his crap. Made me so frustrated. Anyway tomorrow is the last day of it. But mine got MOE accessor coming. Kinda worried though. Wish me luck.
Anyway I take this time to shout out Happy Birthday to SK and NA. Sorry I couldn't be there. That reminds me, I still owe people money.
Anyway I have to say Vivo is a total let down. But the cinema is damn nice. Anyway, looking forward to going out with Lola on Friday. Go gossip. Watch movie. I just realised something Friday means no meat means no SHILING CHICKEN. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway I have to go. I think this is the first time I write so much in less than 2 hours. I guess cause I never take a break lah. HAHA. Ja ne. Hope you all are happy with this entry. Will try to update more. But its kind of hard since I'm hooked on my Brother's Nintendo DS and I can play all day since he can't take it to work with him in the army :P
-There are two ways to slide easily through life: to believe everything or to doubt everything; both ways save us from thinking-
grace
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