I cannot talk. If I talk my throat hurts like crazy. It seriously sucks. I cannot eat much and I keep coughing. Have to keep drinking water. Maybe should go see doctor. This feeling seriously sucks. I want to sing.Yesterday went to AMK hub. But found nothing. There was a nice black dress. But it was hell getting in and out of it so in the end I didn't buy it. It was nice to see Laura and Lene again. I met their classmate Priscilla. I seem to be world famous in their class. Friday I'm going with Laura to Orchard to try again. Must find something. Something I really like. Hopefully. I'm most worried about my hair. What to do with it.Laura says I should do a chignon. I just watched finished a video. It looks easy but it isn't. The hairstyle has to depend on the dress. I've been watching The X-family. Its quite stupid but funny. Jiro looks cool. Also the 2 songs 不会爱 and 出神入化 from the show are not bad. You should go watch it. 唐禹哲 or Danson Tang always plays the more mature and older roles but he is the youngest. I guess its the face. But he has a cute face. I'm listening to his album. Its ok there are some nice songs that I like but there are some songs I feel are off like the duet with the female, their voices don't really match. There is a threadless spree! I managed to get the cyclope shirt I like but I'm wondering whether I should get anything else. I want to but I can't decide. I really like Ambition Killed the Cat but I don't think I can wear purple. Then I like 7.00 cause I like to read and then I also like Defend the Kingdom which is just cute. Choices.I need to buy so many things. Prom need dress, do make up, hair and shoes. Then still have Christmas presents. For Christmas I wouldn't mind a pair of earphones, a Canon digital camera and money. One needs money to survive. I don't have anything left to say so I shall go. Shall put up photos later.-The world is round and the place which may seem like the end may also be the beginning.-
grace
12:00 PM
Finally its the end of A's. I guess I'm suppose to feel crappy but instead as my friend said I looked depressed. I can guess why.1. I'm bleeding like crazy and the stomach cramps are almost killing me. 2. My throat feels crappy. Thus I feel even more crappy.3. My mp3 is being repaired and hopefully I need not pay a cent.4. Its troublesome to have to shop for prom and hard to get a shopping partner.5. I can't sleep.6.The fact that I am poor or I'm gonna be poor after prom and Christmas presents.Life can really suck sometimes.I wonder what I should do to pass the days?I'm seriously randomly crapping stuff. I think I should just stop now.So bye.-We pass the word around; we ponder how the case is put by different people, we read the poetry; we meditate over the literature; we play the music; we change our minds; we reach an understanding. Society evolves this way, not by shouting each other down, but by the unique capacity of unique, individual human beings to comprehend each other-
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12:34 PM
-Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent-
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2:07 PM
Its almost a year the pictures starting from the bananas were a draft dated 1/30/2007. I just put that post up today. Its been so long. so many things have happened. I'm almost done with A's. I still have one more paper, physics mcq. There were so many changes this year. Started with a move into a new classroom. Its those big ones in the J block. However the only drawback was it on the top floor and right at the end at the corner. But after a while we got used to it. Everyone one in class didn't seem to like Brandon anymore, I don't know why it just happened. We had 2 teachers changed. Our economics teacher and HT left during the June holidays and our GP teacher left to go to Switzerland. It was kind of risky since we had to get use to a new teacher in a short time. Besides that I got 3 tuition teachers. Mr Lee for maths, he was a nice guy enjoyed talking with him. We both suck at P&C. Mr Koo my chem tutor he like a nice grandfatherly old man a little bit just a teensy tiny bit scary but he was a fantastic teacher even though he was kinda expensive. He kept telling me that I needed to FOCUS. Then there's Douglas my Econs tutor. Nice fella, tells me to think positively even though I suck at econs. He adapted the FOCUS approach in the last few lessons. Sad that its done hopefully next year I can call them proudly.
Graduation nights coming soon on the 27th. Its kind of bothersome. I bet I'm going to cry that day. Writing this post is making me sappy thinking about this year. I love my class. We had loads of fun. One of the most memorable things was handball. Even our class lost during the ODAC handball tournament our class came back with a vengeance on sports day and got 3rd place even though there was no prize. Its was exciting and as usual we took loads of pictures. I'm too lazy to upload them maybe another day. We had our ups and downs this year but I am still thankful to have been placed in this class. Its been a wonderful journey.
I haven't got to see Laura they all much. We each haven't had much time. But I'm thankful for the times we had. My birthday this year was a bust as well. Went with Laura to eat lunch and watch Simpson's. Hope to see them soon. Laura taught me how to spree. Got my own debit card and I can do IBanking.
I was feeling Emo yesterday seeing most of my classmates had finished all their papers. I spent nearly $50 on VCDS. Bought HP5, Shrek 3 and License to wed. my bank account is definitely shrinking I had planned to use the money I had saved for prom and Christmas presents. Damn. Who knows what possessed me to buy it.
My parents are sick right now. Hopefully I don't get it even though I have a cough right now. Hope they get well soon.
Its scary to think about next year. I question myself did I give it my all. The thing I don't want to do is disappoint my parents. It would be the worse feeling ever. I would feel terrible after they have done so much for me. I wouldn't know what to say.
I became a little crazed with group 飛輪海 or Fahrenheit. Or at least Laura got me started with it. The show Hanakimi was good. Wu Zun was cute but I think he fits his roll more in Romantic Princess. Its a new drama which I'm watching now. Ohjisama!!!
Also a major part of my life this year was WITH INTEGRITY, THROUGH SERVICE, FOR THE COMMUNITY CIP project. I went a little mad but its was fun. I was head of advertising. It gave me experience, made new friends and I was happy. I felt proud and guess what I got a kindness award for it. Unbelievable.
Also we had our class CIP at a childcare centre in Chinatown they were so cute compared to the ones in ToaPayoh. Those were scary and terrorizing. But you need to get kids interested so they need more hands on and games, their attention span ain't ready for lectures. That's what I learnt. However I had fun overall even though it was tiring.
I hope to have the ability to write stories. However, reality and fiction should not mix. One may be confused with what's real and what isn't. I love romance stories sometimes it makes you wish you were in your own fairytale even though it is very unlikely to happen. Books bring you to a whole new dimension where it lets imagination and creativity flow. I recently got hooked on this song. One more moment by Ronin. Don't take too long to say "I love you" to the ones you love, cause time has a habit of slipping away Out on a clear blue sky, when lighting strikes on a sunny day, just take me in and keep me from the rain, And the words that seem so hard to say, come out when you've gone away, stay a little while and hear me say, That I want you here tonight, and I need you by my side, for just one more moment, for just one more moment, with you Turn around to say goodbye, with each and every word that passes by, like a distant memory, and time keeps slipping away, and time will turn to grey, and time will be the one who holds you down, And the words that seem so hard to say, come out when you've gone away, stay a little while and hear me say, That I want you here tonight, and I need you by my side, for just one more moment, for just one more moment, And I want you by my side, and I need you here tonight, for just one more moment, for just one more moment, with you Sometimes time will treat you bad, Before you even know what's wrong, and in the end it hits you hard, please tell me you'll be strong -A man's dreams are an index to his greatness.-
grace
7:15 PM
-Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent-