e s o p h o r i a - it's all about how you perceive me.

-He is the happiest, be he king or peasant, who finds peace in his home-

Today I'm putting the quote first. Its related to what I want to write today. Because I don't really have a home here. Haha. Because I'm super frustrated because

I WANT TO MOVE OUT!!!

But I can't and this is the only place I can put it up where someone I know might actually see and I don't care. Its hard living with someone you don't really like. There is near to zero privacy and I keep having to be woken up in the morning and do stuff before I can go back to sleep. If not by that time I'm too awake to sleep. I want to be able for once to sleep until I wake up by myself when I feel like it. I at least want my own room. Why did I come to study here. I don't find peace. I am wary of the time. When will my uncle come home. And he is noisy in what he does. He really cannot live with other people. There is no peace at all. I want a job so I can do something about this. Life really really is horrible. I really regret coming here. I wish I can stay somewhere with my friends. Then I can play bridge and mahjong when we are bored. Why!!! Because I have no money. That's why I need a job. If only some ads were true and you can earn a lot of money by sitting in front of the computer. I really feel stifled here.

I feel slightly better now since I've complained it all here.

grace
11:45 PM

I'm back in Sydney for my second semester. I'm taking boring subjects this semester. I wished I knew what I wanted to do. I wish I had a more exciting dream job. Great now I'm fantasizing. Maybe a writer or actor or singer. I'm losing it. As if I had any talent. Time in lala land has to end. I have one and a half weeks of summer school left. Boring. Need to find job so that I can earn money. The weather is sort of crappy. Its hot. The sun here really shines on you unlike in Singapore. Sometimes I wonder if I'll go blind. Oh well.

Well loads of things have happened. Let's see. There was Christmas. Apparently there was like only 10 people. My third aunt husband was sick so she couldn't come and since my godbrother Francis got stabbed Godma and her whole family didn't come. The youth today. Who the heck goes around carrying a knife. I guess lots of people. These people really taint the society. If you want to stab someone at least stab your own kind. Am I being mean? If anyone even reads this I apologise for being insensitive.

Also I lied to Laura that I was not coming back for Christmas. A got a huge beating out of that. Well Christmas was kind of disappointing this year. But its about the birth of Jesus. Anyway here's an embarrassing picture of me from the family Christmas dinner.

On the 27th my cousin got married and I met my JC classmates. I miss them. Will only see them at the end of the year. I want to play bridge, poker, mahjong and dai di. Gambling session. I'm obsessed. I about 95% sure I have obsessive compulsive behaviour/disorder. Especially when I'm writing notes and drawing graphs for econs. The lines of the graph must be straight. I can spend half an hour on a single graph. I need to relax.

Here are some of the class reunion photos. I think we should go overseas or something next year.
Let's see what else has happened to me? Well I fell in love with twilight and Edward Cullen. Robert Pattinson would be cute if he cleaned up and didn't smoke. I can't stand smokers. Well he has a lot to live up to since he is Edward, the most wanted, romantic, caring and non-existent guy in the universe. Don't think I need to show any picture because everyone obviously knows how he looks like. Just in case. Here is a picture of Bella and Edward and his siblings. I do not own this picture.

I totally love the Supre clearance outlet. Sale! Including the factory outlet cotton on and rubi shoes :) That's the one of the good thing I guess.

Anyway let's see how life goes. So wait for the next post that will be out in a few months or a year.

-Good friends, good books and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life.-

grace
7:57 PM

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